Random thoughts

In the attempt to escape the way that we feel, we sometimes run right into it.

So instead of sprinting away from the thing that hurts us the most

We stand pat and watch as it tortures us with everything we never wanted to know

and even in that instant of pain, I still cant seem to take my eyes away

For a female to be able to have this control over me

I cant beleive I need to break free, But instead I stand straight as shoot right through.

so clearly these are my random thoughts, their clearly not that random because everyone who knows me knows exactly who and what I’m talking about. But for those of you who dont know me this is just another random thought through poetry. I really am frustrated so for no this is how I have to get it out… I’ll put some real content up tommorow, but right now this is just my mood…Real pissed and bothered by certain circumstances